In this picture I had just had my makeup done and my dad went to take a picture, as you can see the sun is shining on us and we are squinting. I sometimes wonder why the sun dies on me and you and leaves us in bad way. When things are good, they are so good, but then little things that can make a big difference go wrong somtimes.
This picture was taken last year in my house, he is like part of our household, he always has a presence here. Every room reminds me of him, gives me memories of him.
These pictures were taken in the summer of 2006. Had a really lovely summer but it would end up with our relationship braking down for numerous reasons. The relationship was good in my eyes, but then for him, he was to immature at this point. We are the same age but girls are older than boys in terms of mind and feelings and it meant that unlike when we met where we seemed to be of age with each other, I had grown up alot more than he had. We had a really bad breakup, especially on my side because I couldnt understand why he was acting the way it was, and it being the first brake up Iv ever had it killed me. I couldnt deal with it and I got very depressed about it. I really loved him. We split up for like 4 months and I began moving on, and it was at that point he realised what he was missing. He knew he had been wrong and his actions had hurt me, and he came back and asked to be my guy once again. At first I said no, because he had to be shown that I was now a different person. The brake had showed me I needed to be stronger, wiser, more confident, the man in the relationship. It would be something he would have to accept. And he did.
This picture reminds me of that summer. It was a very good one but it also was the begining of a period in my life where I felt the whole world had crashed down and this picture brings me back to those feelings of calm before the storm
I know there is a feeling deep within, Inside your heart. I want you to let me in, I want to feel your anguish and pain, Your love and kindness. Your kiss in the rain, Allow me to be your woman, in good and bad. How can I love you if you don't talk to me when you're mad? Allow me to comfort you and help you, If you ever have problems, ill see you through I want you to trust me...fully... And be able to confide in me I know you know I love you But I want to tell you now that I'd do anything for you Go in the sun, rain and snow too. Do things for you even if it means pain Because I've loved life ever since you came.
A simple kiss. On the bus going home to my house. This poem I wrote for you, to show how much i would do for you
Spending Time at home Even now, to this very day, I see you nearly every day Yet I am never bored, never with you I can sit at home playing cards with you Or lie down on the bed and rest in your arms And be as content and satisfied as in those early days I love to be by your side Love hearing you talk to me gently
This picture was taken ages ago in my house, brings back good memories, just shows hapinnes and relaxation, the things I feel when i am around you
Omg this day was so amazing! These were those summer days of 2005 when we would go out with our friends, me, you, my sister Niamhy, trung and sadiq and we used to have so much fun! I remeber meeting you guys in hyde park and then running around, wrestling, sunbathing and kissing your beautiful lips.
We then went to trafalga square and it was very hot, and we climbed the lions :D and then had a big water fight! The picture is of us lot getting splashed by water. It was so much fun and Niamh got her trousers filthy! hehe
Loved those times and love you now , no matter our difficulties I want you to remember those times , I know that person is still in you and that girl you knew is still in me. Cant wait till all our difficulties are over and we can go back to innocent fun, sharing laughter and fun in the dazaling rays of the sun xx