These pictures were taken in the summer of 2006. Had a really lovely summer but it would end up with our relationship braking down for numerous reasons. The relationship was good in my eyes, but then for him, he was to immature at this point. We are the same age but girls are older than boys in terms of mind and feelings and it meant that unlike when we met where we seemed to be of age with each other, I had grown up alot more than he had. We had a really bad breakup, especially on my side because I couldnt understand why he was acting the way it was, and it being the first brake up Iv ever had it killed me. I couldnt deal with it and I got very depressed about it. I really loved him. We split up for like 4 months and I began moving on, and it was at that point he realised what he was missing. He knew he had been wrong and his actions had hurt me, and he came back and asked to be my guy once again. At first I said no, because he had to be shown that I was now a different person. The brake had showed me I needed to be stronger, wiser, more confident, the man in the relationship. It would be something he would have to accept. And he did.
This picture reminds me of that summer. It was a very good one but it also was the begining of a period in my life where I felt the whole world had crashed down and this picture brings me back to those feelings of calm before the storm
